yoyoyoyoyoyo. Long list of updates queuing up, waiting for me to blog bout. But whenever i visit my blog, I'm just too lazy to update la. Having to waiting for the blogger.com to load,Logging in & wait, Clicking new post & sometimes it takes forever to load. Zzzzzz then when it's time for everything to work out fine, i forget wht i was intending to blog about.
Thursday was my 14thmonth with Baby & we went to NoSignboard Seafood to feast on CRABS :D we've been talking bout it since dno when. & we've got youqingkechuan- QIUYAJUN! Hahaha. the legendary girl with her extremely long hair which grew over night :D Aft which was shopping with her at Bugis.I super ove shopping with her la, idk why. we often share the same crazy taste i guess. Nvm, can't wait to meet up sooon!
Ytd was CCN day.errrrr. i'm not very involved though i know our cls earned botu 100+revenue at the end of the day. Idont like saying this but i can't hold it back anymore. I feel so bloody outcasted. Blooody. It's like i cannot understand. I dont sense tht anymore hates me or smth. We joke arnd,fool arnd,enjoy classes tgr,do things as a class etcetc. BUT,whenever ther is REALLY a class activity, i'm alws missed out.Not just once,twice but many fucking times. So,was it all pretence when it FEELS like we're super bonded in class? Then you peeople must fucking good actors cos i really couldnt tell. & it sucks you knw. I've heard many stories botu how impossible it is to make frens when we're in poly. Liek all the crap bout how diff it is to trust each other blahblah. I alws see them as bullshit. Now i guess i shouldn't. I sincerely treated you ppl as my good frens,everyone bloody single one of you. Thought that we're all as one. NOW, THIS IS BULLSHIT. I dont care if anyone of you is reading this. I dont fucking care if anyone thinks tht i'm being crude ,vulgar Whatever. I'm pissed-i can tell you inthe face. I hate it when such things occur within frenship. What,onesided frenship ah? It's worse that one sided relationship i tell you. Friends are alws my priority,so can anyone fucking imagine someone like me going thru all these crap? I'm glad that i've gotten all this out of my chest. If icould rant it out loud, it would have been btr.So you can try touching on this topic in sch, if you dare. Well, so you ppl like pretence is it? you ppl like to hold up a plastic smile in front of me right? No problem ppl. I'm quite a self-prclaim good actress myself :) DD-Disappointed,Disgusted.
Switch mood* Yay! I've finally watched IronMan with baby~ it's been freakign long since we've last watched a movie. It's was not bad, btu i guess it's because i'veheard too many compliments on it,my high expectation wasn't met :( But i guess it's much much btr thn Spider man Haha
I'm going to m'sia tonight & coming back tmr,baby might be joining too ! BYE-BYE
yoyoyoyoyoyo. Long list of updates queuing up, waiting for me to blog bout. But whenever i visit my blog, I'm just too lazy to update la. Having to waiting for the blogger.com to load,Logging in & wait, Clicking new post & sometimes it takes forever to load. Zzzzzz then when it's time for everything to work out fine, i forget wht i was intending to blog about.
Thursday was my 14thmonth with Baby & we went to NoSignboard Seafood to feast on CRABS :D we've been talking bout it since dno when. & we've got youqingkechuan- QIUYAJUN! Hahaha. the legendary girl with her extremely long hair which grew over night :D Aft which was shopping with her at Bugis.I super ove shopping with her la, idk why. we often share the same crazy taste i guess. Nvm, can't wait to meet up sooon!
Ytd was CCN day.errrrr. i'm not very involved though i know our cls earned botu 100+revenue at the end of the day. Idont like saying this but i can't hold it back anymore. I feel so bloody outcasted. Blooody. It's like i cannot understand. I dont sense tht anymore hates me or smth. We joke arnd,fool arnd,enjoy classes tgr,do things as a class etcetc. BUT,whenever ther is REALLY a class activity, i'm alws missed out.Not just once,twice but many fucking times. So,was it all pretence when it FEELS like we're super bonded in class? Then you peeople must fucking good actors cos i really couldnt tell. & it sucks you knw. I've heard many stories botu how impossible it is to make frens when we're in poly. Liek all the crap bout how diff it is to trust each other blahblah. I alws see them as bullshit. Now i guess i shouldn't. I sincerely treated you ppl as my good frens,everyone bloody single one of you. Thought that we're all as one. NOW, THIS IS BULLSHIT. I dont care if anyone of you is reading this. I dont fucking care if anyone thinks tht i'm being crude ,vulgar Whatever. I'm pissed-i can tell you inthe face. I hate it when such things occur within frenship. What,onesided frenship ah? It's worse that one sided relationship i tell you. Friends are alws my priority,so can anyone fucking imagine someone like me going thru all these crap? I'm glad that i've gotten all this out of my chest. If icould rant it out loud, it would have been btr.So you can try touching on this topic in sch, if you dare. Well, so you ppl like pretence is it? you ppl like to hold up a plastic smile in front of me right? No problem ppl. I'm quite a self-prclaim good actress myself :) DD-Disappointed,Disgusted.
Switch mood* Yay! I've finally watched IronMan with baby~ it's been freakign long since we've last watched a movie. It's was not bad, btu i guess it's because i'veheard too many compliments on it,my high expectation wasn't met :( But i guess it's much much btr thn Spider man Haha
I'm going to m'sia tonight & coming back tmr,baby might be joining too ! BYE-BYE